Eric

My precious birthday

24^th Feb. 07 is de most special birthday I’ve ever celebrated. Nothing special on tht day but y I say special? From next yr onwards, I’l be celebrating my birthday overseas. So, tis birthday can be considered as my last birthday celebrated be4 goin to new Zealand. But for sure, It’s not 4ever in new Zealand, juz 4 years only, or more accurate 36 months. De day be4 my birthday, Christ accompanied me to ve a countdown thru phone. Haha!!! A special countdown. We celebrated it at 12am sharp wif a ‘virtual’ birthday cake wif candles lit up. Of coz, my dear sang birthday songs 4 me. In mandarin, English n Cantonese n de special Arabian birthday song. A nice voice. Thx ! L love U! we chat n ve fun 4 bout 1 hour.

Woke up in de morning, feeling very bored. No one sends me greetings in de morning, a bit disappointed but luckily in de afternoon, my mum, calvin n some of frens sms me wishing me happy birthday. I thought tis year birthday would be a boring birthday wif no party or Red eggs, or even birthday cake. I think not many ppl noe tht 24  is my birthday. Christ went out wif her families n relatives for shopping, lou shang n watching movie. U noe, 24^th or de seventh day is “Ren Ri” meaning “ren ren sheng ri” or everyone’s birthday. I m so lucky tht  my birthday fell on ren ri. Hehe!!! So, I ve to wish all my frens n all ppl Happy Birthday n a special kiss to Christ. Love u…As usual, lunch at Dawood, again, mamak. Eating de usual mee rojak which I think is bad 4 our health. Haih…. But how to do, no other choice d. Dinner, ve to be special a bit, or else, it’ll be de most boring n a monotonous day. Chun seng, zi yi n me went to pizza hut, of coz to celebrate. They treated me. We juz ate de usual pizza Hawaiian Chicken supreme which is Christ’s n my favourite pizza. Some more, we can refill our drinks (pepsi). N de most special one is de birthday pizza prepared by de pizza hut. A very special pizza wif choco on top n a big scoop of strawberry ice cream , yummy n scrumptious. De pizza was not too thick but it was so delicious n delectable to be eaten. It’s FREE. After eating, we were so full tht we juz couldn’t walk at all. Haha!!!

Today, oso my birthday, y? coz today is my Lunar birthday, juz a day separated wif my real birthday. Wah!!! It’s oso Tian Gong Dan.. so, I celebrate together wif de Tian Gong, so lucky n so exhilarated. Hehe!!! Of coz, tmr I’l be havin class d not like in pg, got extra holiday for de ninth day. So, no celebration…..hehe…..Every yr I’l go to pray 4 Tian Gong to gain blessing n to offer Him. Tis yr unfortunately, cant go back to pg to celebrate n to play firecrackers, hehe.. a bit disappointed but nvm, juz wait 4 another 2 weeks, I’l go bac to pg to ve a week of holiday. Hopefully, I can spend de coming holiday fully n meaningfully. “ Happy Birthday” ( to myself), hahaha….

 

My dear m n,

Our love'l last 4ever. We'l show n prove it ourselves no matter how other ppl say or comment. Long time din write blog d coz no internet access, now can use d. I m still thinking of wat to call u instead of m n. coz when if i type mei nu. it means 'pretty slave'. Bad  . when writing blog, i'l use christine instead ok. we'll not give up rite. we muz show to de whole world tht we'r de best de best couple in de world. Let's work hard n work smart to obtain wat we desire. Our much coveted dream will come true . be determined. ok. Love U.... We muz try to think sth in a positive way. be happy is de most essential part to gain achievements. I love u becoz of ur personality. remember i told u be4.

 

i m hungry now, today nobody accompany me to ve dinner together. alone. all of them've gone out to kl, 'wetting'.  I'll appreciate wat i have now. remember de present u gave me. i like it very much though u think u've not done too good enugh. I love u. it's meaningful n well drawn. I m wondering how come ur art is so good, all of de characters n all de nice pics ar so interesting n beautifully drawn.. i think i need to learn from u. Hehe!! 

 

remember, our journey still long. Don put too much pressure on urself too much. If tired, rest more ok. Drink more water. dont get sick o. aiyo "choy!!" u'r de healthiest gal in de world, cannot get sick wan haha.. Form 6 life is really hectic 1. I understand. Don give up. I'l always be wif u supporting u 4ever. "Love is not bout distance." tis is a typical phrase we've heard a lot, but how come other ppl cant practise it? i think we muz be a role model, we muz prove to them n reveal de true meaning of love wif distance.

Christine, i  U.

 

 

 

 

 

I ve been really thinking of tis 4 de whole week. It is too hard 4 her to cope wif so much pressure on her. I try to invite her out so tht she can be happy al de time n not juz confine herself at home, thinking too much. She said she’l treat al of us as frens 1^st n decide later, perhaps, afta we ve graduated fr university. But, u noe, I really cannot see or even feel tht sum1 feeling so sad, it’l definitely stress me out. I try to stay calm. Still, I need to study. Coz, I’l ve to sit 4 my IELTS test in February n it’l be veri veri difficult n it’s tougher than MUET. Summore, I need to sit 4 my SSABSA exam. Too many things to think. I m nw still thinking of my relationship wif Christ. She’s so streesed nw, cant concentrate on study becoz of de relationship pro. I cant see her being so depressed n so discouraged. I really hope tht she can always be happy al de time. Afta al is said, K has successfully won her heart n I admire him 4 his courage n determination. I noe he is lacking of freedom n cant be wif Christ al de time. I noe, it’l be veri hard if a guy luvs a gal veri veri much, yet cant be wif her becoz of some obstacles. It’s juz too hard, de feeling of disappointment. Tis triangle is too complicated, though it juz consists of 3 persons. Too many factors need to be considered n it’l be a veri tough decision she has to made. But once again, ur decision, I l respect it n I cant make any difference. It’s ur choice n I can onli wish u can find ur perfect match. I noe I don ve any things to say d coz I ve told all of my story n all of my feelings towards u. My words ll not be as strong as his, sry to say tht.

 

Tel u, I don believe in ‘yi jian zhong qing’ wan, no couple is perfect wan n no realationship can last 4ever, I l rather choose a gal who I can be very natural n feel free when chating or even going out wif her. I ve invited her out many times n we ve great great times n lots of fun. I appreciate tht n ll keep them as my best remembrance in my lifetime 4ever as they ar juz so meaningful n ll serve as a guide n platform 4 me to begin my new life. U noe rite, I wan to be veri natural. I don wan to express myself juz using msg or even blogs, it means nothing, I wan to feel it face to face. N it’l be veri difficult 4 me to express myself n even u in words, it’s juz too hard to describe. Juz nw, we saw an old couple strolling along de marina n they ar still so in love n do not care bout other’s comments on them, they look so match though they din hold hands. U noe, I desire to ve such a deep lov too. These few days, I felt veri hard though u see me being so happy n exhilarated al de time. When u say u ar al rite n u keep on reiterating ur decision, I felt relieved coz u feel happy when u can voice out n release ur pent-up stress. But, every time, when I receive ur msg esp when u feel chary of doin sth or doubtful bout ur decision, I’l feel so sorry n really wan to comfort u trough phone. Christ, I cant see u feeling so cheerless n so distressing, I wan u to be as happy as possible. U said u wan to start all again, I’l be de 1^st 1 to say, u r de onli in my life, I lov u so much. U’l feel it not too sincere, but I’l prove it to u, believ me. ‘beautiful lies’, ur comments on pisces, though I m pisces but tel u, I’l not lie to u, if got, I’l explain to u 1 by 1 n give u de best ans. I din treat lies as a beautiful thing. No lie is beautiful. Lying means cheating n it’l hurt sb a lot. U told me tht u’l not be so depressed but yet, I m afraid tht u’l think too much. I don wan u to think to much n think of de negative ones. U told me not to worry n sleep early. I juz cant sleep every day. As u noe, pisces likes to think a lot n think very far.

 

Today shud be my 1^st day to study as scheduled but still cant start, dunno y. don worry bout me la. I juz wanna express myself onli to release my stress. I ve decided to accept ur decision n I’l wait. U said in ur blog tht 3 of us ll start al again, tel u, I would like to thank u 4 accompanying me al de time. Hope, we can be like past, sharing interest together n enjoy al our favourite things together. Good luck in ur STPM exam, Christ n ken.!!

“It’s time 4 me to confess, I lov u, not ‘U’”hehe... I ve really built up my confidence n confess to her. She was so surprised n never thought tht I ve fall in lov wif her al de time. When we 1^st meet, I could feel tht she is de one tht really suits me. We shared de same interest n share de same thing. I was so natural b wif her. I tried to invite her to go out n she agrees. We went to a lot of places n we ve broken a lot of ‘records’. N I really enjoy being wif her. We studied together n shared de same taste. Finally, I noe, I  really fall in lov wif her but not ready yet to confess to her. I tried to make fren wif her n she is so frenly n magnanimous. At last, I ve found a gal who really can understand my feelings n can be together. Nevertheless, I don wan to start a relationship so fast yet, same as her. We wan to focus on our study 1^st. both of us ve to sit 4 veri important exam next year(SSABSA n STPM). I m aiming n hoping to get into U of Auckland but de TER is so high, 92 for engineering, at 1^st, I ve lost my confidence but I tried to motivate myself n boost myself up so tht I can ‘pia’, hhehe. Unfortunately, she likes another guy veri much but she said she cant be wif him becoz of some factors. De guy is veri much like her ex n she doesn’t wan to be like past. Her ex treated her so bad till she cried many times at home becoz of him. Be4 tht she tot I like another gal who is her best fren n she dare not to put feelings on me coz it ll hurt her best fren. But I can tell u, ur best fren ll always be my best fren onli. No matter how, tis is her decision n I cant make any difference. As I had said to her be4, if I m not de one u choose, I can onli wish u al de best n ll not 4get al de memories tht we ve gone thru. If I m de 1 tht she choose, I ll of coz do my best n ll correct al de mistakes n weaknesses tht I ve n be de best partner of her life. In her blog stated tht she ve decided to choose mr A n ll treat mr B as gd fren. I don ve any comments n hope tis is her right choice. But time is needed to build up her confidence n trust on me, no matter how, I ll WAIT, u’l always be de 1 I lov most, even afta I ve come back fr overseas. She has to listen to de guy 1^st be4 making de final decision, as it ll be unfair if she juz accepts me by listening to me onli. Ur lady bug, I’l treat it veri good n keep it 4ever as a remembrance. No matter how, I hope u can make ur rite choice n oso, I don wan u to feel regret n repeat de same mistakes anymore. Good luck!!!